thurday

wow.. ytd book out haha off till nxt year!! omg!! wat to do?? but dec 22 goin back to do guard duty nabei sian bu sian??

haha todae woke up at 1+ haha den went to my ah ma hs... digu cum fetch us.. reach there i on com.. cos my sis took her com to sch!! omg.. cant live without com u see?? hee den after tt they started their mahjong.. chatted wif jie awhile in msn.. but seems like mi n her not tt close like last time? erm.. i realli dunoe...

okok.. den baobao jiawen omg she fall to slp real fast... n when she awake the first ting she do is smile at me!! omg melts!!!! haha she's so cute.. jiawen u muz rmb tis uncle ping hor haha... will show u tis blog when u grow up:p

reach hm ard 8+ watched superstar... so bored.. no where to go n no ppl!!! i wan go out man!!! but kinda slply nw haha omg it's oni 11+ n im slply :p

is me again

my sis my cousin n me haha
desmund & mE!

well.. todae's monday goin back camp tonitez haiz.. sian bo haha!

sat meet andrew n eugene at 445 in the afternoon haha.. actually kinda boliao huh andrew haha when u cum back no ppl wanan go ply haha.. no worries la there's chance haha..

ytd morning went to kick soccer haha.. but when goin hm time vincent realised his marry ring gone.. he look gan chiong.. so digu uncle ah tat mi kelvin went back to find but no luck we cant find it.. after vin reach hm his family went back to find the ring n in the end my mum's found it!! haha wow.. lihai huh my mummy...

ok after tt in the evening went to sentosa for my cousin wedding dinner... nice place... looking at ppl getting marry sumhow my heart does ache.. we haf fun there drink beer eat tok cock all tis n not 4getting about taking photo's haha
still got lots of pic will upload soon hee.. orh ya saw ah zhen my cosuin.. reali 10 over years din saw her le.. but i still can rmb her face.. she dunoe us le ba.. sad to sae tt we haf a cousin but she dunoe abt us.. haiz...

went back ard 10+ mi went to munds hs cos wanna watch man u match.. haiz.. a draw for man u n chelsea.. sad case... but nice match aniwae hee..

tiring friday..

wow.. first i woke up at 1030 earli tis morning cos vincent called me.. haha ytd nitez he msg mi sae todae pa num wif ah huat...

ok so we went to sarfa n haf our billiards... ply two games of colour ball wif him.. n later on he join his frenz ply num ball.. n i stand there the whole afternoon to watch him ply.. but too bad haiz.. suay he lose 50bucks.. sian..

ard 6pm we went off to ah ma hs... keke first ting i do is wash my hand n bao jiawen.. omg.. she's juz tt cute.. love to see her smile.. haha ok had our dinner at there too... after tt headed to vin's hs again they cont their mahjong.. omg.. imagine afternoon i stand whole dae juz to watch themm ply num.. n at nitez im watching them plying mahjong again haha.. buay tahan ar... haha they finish they game at ard 2+ n mund's send my ah ma n aunty home.. juz got back hm is kinda tired.. goin to koon soon.. haha

tml andrew cumming back tamp.. he ask us go steamboat but i bet no one goin la huh haha mund told mi he canot go exam cumming haha...n den i gt no money so i dun ting i goin la huh haha.. gd luck andrew u cum back at the wrong time haha..

hei se you mo..

juz got back frm tamp mall.. went wif vin cos he wanan go m1..

todae off till nxt mon...

i leave it to fate to decide.. knowing tings not the same animore.. i might wait for u i might not...
sorry fri not dun wan meet u.. but im scare.. wat will be the feeling like? will it be weird? will it be nice will it be norma??? u haf a bf.. meeting u dun sounds gd sorry dun meant to bluff u i canot meet u becos i gt sumting..

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went 445 to drink wif mund.. first we call 3 bottles...
after tt ds n yh cum meet us at 445 sit till 530am..

im realli.. wat can i sae...
yes im aching when she told mi she's attach.. im more hurt when she told mi abt the guy how he treat her...

i can sae nth la.. i dun wan sae liao!!! arh!!! fark.. fark off!!!

you beta treat her good...

realli juz like a knife hurting my heart..

i felt the pain!

sundae again

erm.. woke up at 3 lidat juz nw.. ytd slp at nearly 7am haha tired...

ytd went to pa billiards wif mund at katong.. haha won him 4-2 kaoz.. haha lazy farker u hahahaha

omg saw a ger hu's pretty.. arh!! hahahaha melt* :p
but she gt a gf but how cum she can look at us?? haha cos we handsome?? :P we ply till 3am lidat meet ds n beehian at 445 drink n eat haha wow indeed long time din see her le haha..

goin back camp tonitez still ok la tonitez not tt sian cos tis wk nth much to do in camp haha

i dunoe hu am i...

lots of tots... lots of worries...

hu is ping?? wat type of guy he is..?? i wan to KNOW!!!

so mani tings i wanan sae.. but i can turn to no one... yes no one... i haf to stand up myself.. but can i?? or i juz dun wanan stand up...

yes.. wat she sae is true.. im still playful... ger... im glad u left me... i noe i cant bring u joy in r/s cant gif u the comfort.. cant let u felt secured.. hu will wan a guy hu's lazy.. hu cant even gif his ger the feel of secure in r/s.. hu cant even take care of himself.... i noe till now.. when msg cum.. im still hoping is ur name appear.. but i noe from now onwards.. i will choose to leave u far.. no.. not i choose is i haf too!

忘了是怎麽開始
就是那麽簡簡單單的愛上你

愛上你是我這一生最大的幸福

在我眼裏你永遠最美

你連背影都溫柔

連你一個微笑都會讓我醉

你所謂的幸福我想給

我能給的卻又不是你想要擁有的

no i cant 4get tml when i ting of all my sorrows..

以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口

我们都累了　却没办法往回走

亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
我還記得我們的約定

27 get married
這是我們的約定

很想每天張開眼睛就能看到你

我從來沒想過我會這樣做

我從來沒有好好愛過所以愛錯

請你原諒我的愛錯

我只是要你在我身邊

sArAnG hEyO

*only yOu*

the rains help us..

wow im back at hm.. todae woke up at 3.45am cos hafing range.. 5 got to move out.. omg tt's earli but heng ytd 930pm force myself to lie on my bed n hopefully can fall to slp asap n i fall to slp at 1030.. haha so heng still can get a 5 hrs of slp..

wow.. n yes todae noon it rains n cat 1 hAHA n ex cut!!! wow we will so happy!!! haha thanks god..

well.. waiting for mund to call mi i wan pa billiard n wtf is he doin knn wat time liao cb!!!

goin back to camp tml morning to clean my weapon haha...

cheLsea lose!!! hahahaah happY!!!

yes!! chelsea lose!! hahaha lose 2 1 to spurs.. guess ds muz be happy?? haha

yeah bh sorry to tell u i will beat u on 24nov tis month haha lets wait n see..
n dun sae back tings abt mi in ur blog haha...

back frm nitez off... kinda tired.. thur gt range haiz.. tiring wk for mi haha..
but guess wat ytd i slp the whole dae hahahaha!!!! omg!!!

i miSs my gReenie

aiyo.. suddenly so miss my greenie ( my arowana long yu )
miss keeping arowana.. gona buy a new one n keep le...

ok todae woke up ard 1pm.. den online till evening time.. after tt cycle to mund's hs cos wanan see jiawen.. =P

aiyo.. get to bao her again so cute.. grown up le... love to see her smile... one dae i will feed u drink milk.. keke though i dunoe how too la.. but i can learn ma rite haha! went to buy dinner for our family.. mi desmund kailian... went to tampines 400+ buy haha.. n shan yi tio 4d again haha 500 ho seh ar haha..

hoho man u won 3 - 0 go go go man u go go go!!! haha.. hoping to see chelsea tml lose!!! praying* ;P

omg so fast sundae morning le sian at nitez gt to book in... y book out timing orwaes so fast pass de huh.. can ani one tell mi?? haha

ok la tml gt soccer goin to slp soon...

gd e nitez....

after a billiard game wif vincent..

hoho back frm tampines safra wif vincent...

he taught mi how to ply well billiards n i did learnt abit.. haha thanks..

well ply till quite nice todae the feeling.. love it!!!

but once again stuck at hm.. wat a boring wkend i had.. haiz...

i wan to go out!!!

i wan to put english name on my I.C

hey.. im back.. eaRLI huh??? hee reach hm ard 12.. haha cos todae gt grand slam at west coast run 6km.. omg tt's tiring man.. haha..

den went to clementi to haf my lunch wif my camp mate... after tt took cab back to tampines.. is kinda ex when reached tampines haha but bobian la whole body smelly smelly i oso dun dare to take mrt...

i wanan put english name on my I.C heard tt my frenz sae nid 40+ erm.. ok la not tt ex rite?? keke

dream of her again... dream tt we two patch.. n she cut short hair.. the dream was so damn real.. but was oni a dream...

jie todae fly to hongkong liao.. she went holidae wif hock.. wonder will she get aniting for me?? hahaha jkjk =P hope she enjoy her holidae...

yes todae channel 8 9pm show last.. haha gona watch tt show!! damn nice show... hoho...

fisher close down le...

wah sad to hear tt fisher closed down le...
haiz... nw no place to hang out already.. fisher is a nice place... a place where i love to sit n relax...

goin back camp tonitez... tml gt acct test sian.. fri goin west coast run 6km omg.. far...

lots of tinging in my mind... i miss u ger...